Ararrgargrgrarrgg!!!

Yes, well I think the title covers it...

My mood is fuuuucked up :( it's one of those weeks...you know? The one's where you bleed uncolntolably from the nether regions :( and therefore I want to rip peoples heads off which, for his unfortunatness, is poor Sean. The amount of bickers we've had over 'feck all'. And the sad thing is, I know that I'm usually the one to cause it, and that it was uberly pathetic...but I'm too stubborn and wound up in general to admit it's my fault and I was wrong and therefore am sticking to my battle.

Sean isn't here...which sucks...the first time...in like forever. He's writing some Best Man speech...and I'd usually go with him to his house. I don't know why I didn't. I've finished my work, and I could have taken it with me...but I got the impression he wanted to be 'alone...'...I think I might have scared him away and he wanted some time away from the ticking time-bomb :( which is sad because I always try not to be a full-super bitch :(

Well the past week has be ok. Last week involved lectures and the highlight was the amazing house party we had on Thursdya where Rhian got very druuuunk :D (see videos on Facebook)...urgh I'm embarrassing :P

Then the hangover day when I was in Reaseheath..which involved alot of mucking out and handling frogs...¬¬ not 'that' interesting to be quite honest.

The weekend involved shopping for food and comforting my poor Imo :( then I cooked me and Sean a curry (including Naan Bread!!) and then yummy trifle :D and then Sunday involved our speciality of pasta bake AND garlic bread...(but no dessert..but a bit of booze)

And now today is the day my body empties itself of all its lovlyness and kills me whilst it does it...:(, plus i got a bloody painful paper cut, and the day just doesn't seem to be going that well. But I managed to get out of my practical lesson early because we got all the work done so that was a positive.

I've done some of my Squirrel assignment which makes me feel better and more productive...but after a hour of writing down what I saw squirrels doing...I gave up :D but I shall finish it on Wednesday for Thursday.

I'm gonna be down all week. Hormones are raging and Sean's leaving a week early (again!! but for more legit reasons...) this Friday...so added with my period I am evidently a emotional reck.

I'll pull through...it's gonna be three weeks like at Xmas...but one week will be spent at Uni where I can pass time better, and then two weeks at home, where I go back to being treated slightly like a child ¬¬ but I am going to keep myself busy and meet my Kerry :D and do all those assignments :O

And then it's a week to Southampton where I will shut down, go very pale and be very quiet :*( *help meeeeee*

I'll keep you updated!

xxxx