Creativness is usually a sign of nothing to do...

So I've noticed a pattern.

I draw and x-stitch when I am bored. It's not a sign of procrastination as I have no work that desperatly needs doing.

*sigh*

Boyfriends at his digs getting himself stressed and worked up over money and getting a job...I can relate and I understand his pain but all I want to do is comfort him and make him happy...but it won't work :(

My lovely bestest friend has guests round tho she well knows she would prefer to be hanging out with me.

*sigh*...again.

So here I am, listening to the wonderful tunes of Boyzone and x-stitching BUSTED's face into fabric...a process which confuses my bf to the extreme :D Nothing to eat to pass the time, hardly any money and i've watched all my DVD's. Computers boring, just staring at the same Facebook screen waiting for SOMETHING to happen. It's one of 'those' weekends...

Highlight for today however. A cousin of my lovely boyfriend has decided to add me and then converse with me. She is lovely and she say's I am nice which has lifted my moods.
Not that I was scared his family wouldn't accept me (not that that would matter. I would hope my bf would stay with me even if his family hated me...) anyhoo, I hope and think that they will like me, but still, you worry of what they will think of you...that I'm intruding on their lives, or just replacing previous exes.

It's strange coming from a relationship where you never had to worry about exes as they never had any, or competition, because you never had any to a relationship where you have to be better than his past, prove all the exes who's the best and make him forget anybody he's ever loved.

Difficult but totally worth it if you succeed :D I feel I have done quite well and am very proud of my womanly charms (...even though my feminicity has only recently bloomed since coming to University)

Anyway...a slow day in all but still in a good mood...i just wish something interesting could happen.

Yesterday was fun. I had a lemur sit on my shoulder, cuddled and blew ;) a chinchilla and a bloody mouse bit me and it's still sore.

It's not even like I can say, "Oh a lemur ravagly attacked me yesterday and bit me!"...it was a mouse, and no matter how much it hurts me and makes me sad...nobody will care and think I'm over-reacting which sucks becasue I really does hurt :(

Anyway...mixed emotions. Will get back to you soon maybe when something happens...
xx