Chester Uni: Season 1

So as the title suggests...I'm turning my time at uni into a tv show :D so overall there will be 9 seasons...hoping that I get through uni :P

And as I'm into season two of the show then firstly and most obviously i shall have to tell you about seanson one before i can tell you about season two.

Chester University: Season One - The Joining Of Forces
So the scene is set with a nervous, shy girl entering a old house. Slowly the house fills with other people and time speeds up to show the girls face smiling and feeling 'more at home'.
The scene changes to other people moving into their own houses and how they felt about this situation (all my friends).
Returns back to the main character (moi) and she is now skimming through lectures, walking around town but in the background more and more friends join her, walking with her and laughing.

The scene slows at the pub where it does the whole fuzzy, seeing the person of their dreams kinda scene. A quick scene of a kiss and then were zipping ahead again. Laughing, partying, finishing a few exes...:P

And then the scene comes to finish with that character in perticular typing up on her laptop and smiling to herself :D

Ok, so now you have been updated, keep in touch for Season Two :D



Back to the realitly where I shall give you a proper post :D
So today i went swimming again which made me feel good (but i just ate half a huge pizza which was probably a waste of time :P)
But i went with only my boyfriend today...WHO I can now share with you all..he is called Sean <3 :D yayayayayayayay!!!!!

Was nice and calm and enjoyed the whole time...and the swimming pool is amazing ;)

Yesterday went to the SU for a bit with some mates, but my dwindling money really means I should save it up to be honest :(

Am now watching films with Sean, and it's been a long weekend. I have the day off tmoz so its a three-day weekend plus on wednesday I have that off aswell so my natural biological time clock is gonna be fucked :D

Au Reviour for now my lovelies :D

xxxxx

Discover (Why The Love Hurts)

So after leaving you with a slightly sadistic blog yesterday I thought I'd create happier one to reflect my mood and to cheer you up and to entertain myself.

My blog will attempt to have ALL the Elliot Minor songs (in bold for help) within the passage :D clever huh?

So basically time has moved on as it usually does, day after day, time after time , the day moves on. I'm in quite a positive mood and today I was at Reaseheath again. I ended up in a group with my boyfriend and I answered most questions on first aid. I guess all those boring First Aid courses in guides helped out :P in a parallel world it might be different :P

Then me and my bf got to clean out meerkats...fun ¬¬ but it really was...no matter how boring mucking out it, there soo cute and fun to watch...but whilst were thinking "Awww their soo cute!!" there all thinking "The white one is evil!"

:D

Was fun....

Little sad event however to put a dark cloud on my mostly happy day. One of my guinea pigs from back home has died which is upsetting, which means two of my animals have died in this one month :(

I love my friend from Uni...she is soo concerned about my previous blog about that bitch who I am still concerned fancies my bf...and if she says no then the liar is you, you silly cow!! Anyhoo, so if you read this my lovely ginger friend...thankyou for being concerned but its all sorted but will tell you in due time when I'm fully over it :P

Om nom nom Haribo Starmix :D om nom...

I'm counting on my lucky stars that this weekend is happy and goes back to how it used to be, something which me and my boyfriend are begging for at the moment :S
I love him sooo much and don't want to loose him...:(

I'm still figuring out how to kill the cow :P

I may have to do it silently so nobody knows...or i'll end up having to be running away...

Am a bit giddy atm, want food and miss my boyfriend but have a couple of films to watch...so it can only be described as being on a electric high.

Ooohh...*shiver*

Oh there's an Elliot Minor song I can use to describe my mate....wait for it: The Dancer


To my bf (I don't like having to put bf...I want to use your name but it's up to you :P): I love you and always will, please don't have doubts like you do and please trust me when I say I'm not going to dwell, we will move past this and I love you
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Right, now to list all the songs I couldn't put into my work (the title is a song btw):
Jessica
The Broken Minor
Last Call To New York City
Wait Another Week
I Believe
Coming Home
Carry On
Solaris
Better Than The Courtroom
All Along
Tethered
Let's Turn This Back Around

P.S: I apolagise to how corny and rubbish this blog sounds...I don't usually word my sentences like this but I wanted to be...'creative' haha.

xxxxxxx

She's taking over my job :(

Not a positive blog I must admit. My moods shit and I don't know what to do. Telling me to cheer up won't help either.

So...the previous incident the other day of things being said to the wrong person by the one i love the most has caused me to become the laughing stock. I don't know what was said, and I don't know if my bf has been laughing/bitching about me behind my back...but either way this...BITCH has no right to bitch about me to my bf and ask him to talk to me about what I'm doing. I have more fucking right than she ever will so how DARE she say I'm commenting of facebook too much...she's not the one dating him....urgh the HOARE!!!

I've never said a bad word to her, no matter what I think off her, but now I couldn't give a shit of what she thinks or says...if i ever meet her...I will probably most likely kill her. Does she really think my by is going to jump and and do what she says...if nothing has/is going on and what he's told me is true (I trust him 100%...but I'm keeping my options clear) then she's just a jealous slag who is trying to test if she can get him to jump at the click of her fingers.

...she'll have no bloody fingers left if she tries anything else ¬¬

My emotions are fucked. I'm going from dead and emotionless, to wanting to cry, then to wanting to scream and hit things...all for one fucking slag who needs to stick to one man rahter than becoming the crappiest hoare/slag/bitch/cow EVER!!!

And I'm not being cowardly and chicken and bitching behing her back, because if i EVER meet here properly and talk to her i will kindly tell her what she is...not what i think off her..what she IS.

Urgh...........wanting to cry and throw things now :*(

Meh....anyway, yesterday was cool. Went swimming and got my bf to fight his fears and go down the water slide :D and I found out one of my closests mates is going out with another of my mates...so just hope it works out for them :D Best of luck!!!

Then we went out, and it wasn't that bad in Brannigans...bit typical music...repetitive and sooo packed and warm. It was fun minus the lack of money and getting home sober :P but it was a fun night out in general.
Today has been a good day. Lie in, slow day, great random sex ;) until he got that frigging text saying something about this better be my bf or she'll get her head bit off. Why the fuck would I text her at all? Delusional retarded fucker.......

See what happens...i love this lad so freaking much that I'm hurting on the inside. It makes me sad...i don't like how i can be but i've tried and succeeded so well the past few weeks but she's going to fuck it all up. I don't wanna argue with my bf over a piece of shit...but it's actually usually her fucking fault. If I chop her up and throw her in a river I think we'll be ok :P

I'm so confused..i'm tired, I want to be comforted and I want my bf so much :(

xxxxxxxxxxxxxx

My Day..

So it's been one of those days ¬¬ and I wish it hasn't been...

So I had the early morning lecture and today I did not want to get up. I was happily snuggled against the warm, naked body of my boyfriend and my waking wasn't on the top of my list as I witnessed the 'weirdest' of dreams.

After crawling out of bed, waking my boyfriend, waking my mate by ringing him (and he still didn't turn up for lecture...) I got dressed then got round to breakfast and sorting my hair and such.

Thing is, last night was amazing. I watched the Lion King with my boyfriend and it was so fun. I cried when Mufassa dies...and fell in love with the film and my own personal dreams when Simba and Nala fall in love during 'Can You Feel The Love Tonight'.

So today, lecture was actually quite interesting...it's all new information and I actually learnt something new.

Then I had quite a few free hours so that involved job hunting in town with my boyfriend and crying over what I wanted to buy but couldn't :( got back to his house, chilling out laughing at the chavs on Jeremy Kylse show :D...then the incident arrived where, without giving too much away paranoia sinks in, my heart breaks and I shut down.

Luckily that's past now, and I can look back now my head's clear...but I'm still a little dazed and theres a funny feeling at the back of my head :S paranoia wants to be my best friend again after i locked him away for a while...:(

But then my day improved. I made it up with my bf very well ;) and it was great and more romantic than just typical bed bouncing :D it was lovely and he kisses amazingly...ok so I'm going off on one :P sorree

I put some food in...and I'm actually looking foreward to it. I have about 10 mins to go till its ready, I open the oven door and it's friggin burnt...my oven is fucked. The settings must be wrong :( so I can't cook anything to go with my food and the pie is messed up :(

And now I'm alone....sent him away to go work out :D not that he needs to because he's fit :D

But luckily were all going out tmoz night for a night out which I really feel I need as I'm feeling down :(

Life is sucking at this second in my life but also really rocking...so basically I don't know what to think of life....

Unfair right?

xxx

Creativness is usually a sign of nothing to do...

So I've noticed a pattern.

I draw and x-stitch when I am bored. It's not a sign of procrastination as I have no work that desperatly needs doing.

*sigh*

Boyfriends at his digs getting himself stressed and worked up over money and getting a job...I can relate and I understand his pain but all I want to do is comfort him and make him happy...but it won't work :(

My lovely bestest friend has guests round tho she well knows she would prefer to be hanging out with me.

*sigh*...again.

So here I am, listening to the wonderful tunes of Boyzone and x-stitching BUSTED's face into fabric...a process which confuses my bf to the extreme :D Nothing to eat to pass the time, hardly any money and i've watched all my DVD's. Computers boring, just staring at the same Facebook screen waiting for SOMETHING to happen. It's one of 'those' weekends...

Highlight for today however. A cousin of my lovely boyfriend has decided to add me and then converse with me. She is lovely and she say's I am nice which has lifted my moods.
Not that I was scared his family wouldn't accept me (not that that would matter. I would hope my bf would stay with me even if his family hated me...) anyhoo, I hope and think that they will like me, but still, you worry of what they will think of you...that I'm intruding on their lives, or just replacing previous exes.

It's strange coming from a relationship where you never had to worry about exes as they never had any, or competition, because you never had any to a relationship where you have to be better than his past, prove all the exes who's the best and make him forget anybody he's ever loved.

Difficult but totally worth it if you succeed :D I feel I have done quite well and am very proud of my womanly charms (...even though my feminicity has only recently bloomed since coming to University)

Anyway...a slow day in all but still in a good mood...i just wish something interesting could happen.

Yesterday was fun. I had a lemur sit on my shoulder, cuddled and blew ;) a chinchilla and a bloody mouse bit me and it's still sore.

It's not even like I can say, "Oh a lemur ravagly attacked me yesterday and bit me!"...it was a mouse, and no matter how much it hurts me and makes me sad...nobody will care and think I'm over-reacting which sucks becasue I really does hurt :(

Anyway...mixed emotions. Will get back to you soon maybe when something happens...
xx

Land of Boredom

Ohai ^^

So it's been a while since I posted last (a grand total of 2 days :O) so I thought I'd bore you with my presence.

It's been a slow week really. Mainly lectures...*snore*
But on Tuesday we bought the house! We have a house!!!! I can't wait. Am very excited and feel all grown up :D
My friend has a house party at her digs but it was a little boring so we snuck off to our SU and enjoyed some amazing Indie tunes like the odd-bunch we are :D then after going to my bf's house with NO booze we all gave up the go and sodded off back to our beds at 2 in the morning. (No wonder i'm still tired...I havn't had an early night for a loooong time now)

Wednesday was even slower. One heck of a lie in then I went shopping with my friends to buy a hat and stuff from AS :P...very useful :D

Today is my full day of lectures and I really can't be bothered...it sucks and it drags and makes me feel more tired than I already am. Also I miss my bf...he's at his house doing important stuff I presume...

I have more lectures in about and hour ¬¬ FML!!!

Oooh...the situation with one perticular girl in my house has increased. Not evily or anything serious, but me n my bf got a good giggle out of...wait for it..:

The Pen Has Struck Again!!

Basically...there are note popping up around the house with very rude messages...I say rude...more inpolite, such as "Whoever the fuck this is, can you move it," or "Would it kill somebody to take the rubbish out?" or on our lovely rhyming notes telling male guests to put the seat down, some depressed bitch has now added "Seems that some can't fucking read..." Now what was the point in that.
They put on all this facade as how big and hard they are, trying to look cool, when by the looks off it they can't say anything to peoples face, other than bitching about people to others...and in realitly, that makes them just look pathetic. It's cowardly and sad and I'm so glad i'm not going to be wasting my life next year with a bunch of chickens.

So tonight I think I'm going to force some form of an early night out of my bf as I wont have any energy tmoz when at Reaseheath...and that will make my day rubbish :P

Going to try and stay in an optimisitc mood even though Facebook is being an idiot on me and may crash, my bf seems to be in a shit mood, and it's a boring day in general...ah....*positive thoughts, positive thoughts*...

Laters xxx

Life Sucks...and then you go to Uni and it Rocks

So at the title suggests, things have developed in Uni making me feel all grown up :D

Today me and my mates and lovely boyfriend were looking at houses for our second year at Uni and we have found one which is superbly amazing and I can already imagine all the fun times were gonna have (very excited). Tomorrow we have to go pay some fee to guarrentee this house...so i'm very happy, apart from being put out £100 ¬¬

I was going to live with the girls I am currently in digs with, and to begin with I was like "Yeah, there cool, and we could have a good time," but now people are showing their true colours and my motto of life at the moment is:

True Friends are not those you are forced with, but those you find on your own!

So now I've ditched them and moving in with all ym closest lovely, bubbly friends, which happens to include my boyfriend.

Now, this has caused problems...mainly within the maternal section on my life ¬¬ she's not happy and reckons that my boyfriend is going to go away and shag some 'bird' and leave me ditched. I hope to God he doesnt...everyone has told me 'you don't know whats going to happen in the future' and yeah, I can totally agree with that...but everyone is saying "What will happen if you break up?" Nobody is asking, "How great will it be living and staying with him if we DON'T break up".

I have more chance being depressed and left out living with my current housemates, rather than the chance of breaking up with my boyfriend.

And tbh...I don't think I ever will break up with him (I know, I know...you knever know...but I know what I feel at the moment is nothing to be worried about)

This is such a negative world...

Anyhoo, cannot wait to live with everyone. Should be amazing fun...and hopefully tmoz I will have a house to call my own :D will love it :D

We plan to buy a cat...I want to call it Chester <3

Currently in a happy mood, just waiting for bf to get his ass back to mine to sleep over ^^ and give me cuddles and love me lots :D

See ya soon...look out for my update on if I get the house or not

xxx

Apparently Fish Bring Out the Love in Us.

I promised myself I wouldn't post everyday, but I felt the need to type and this was just too perfect.

So today I took a trip to Blue Planet Aquarium today with my 2 friends, my boyfriend and my 12 year odl sister who is up for visits.

It was fun and today has been amazing so this is going to be a positive post :D we wandered aroudn looking at the slimy fishes and the scary sharks, all the while joking and having amazing fun, and my amazing boyfriend giving me kisses and hugs and loads off affection.
I'm not sayin he doesnt usually...he is very affectionate. It was just the way he did it and how often, made my heart flutter and I was totally submissive to his charms and just fell a tad deeper in love with him.

We were all joking that we were all getting broody, and he was saying I was getting maternal over my baby sister. And I admit I was, but that look in his eyes suggested something more behind the joke.

We made some more jokes walking home about he was going to get me pregnant and it was funny and all and I have to make this as clear as day: in no way possible at this moment in time do I want to have children. I am not ready and still have my life to lead before creating new life. But looking at him and the way he smile when he said it, I could see it. Corny as is sounds I saw it and wanted it and felt slightly embarrassed to even think about it. I cannot wait for the years to come.

But then we all resorted to our current teenage, hormone riddled lives and I kissed him so much on the way home, I'm shocked I didn't actually get bored. Actuallyt i'm shocked I thought I'd get bored...how on earth could I get bored :D I love him so much.

I'm going on now...and i'm sure you all don't want to know about my love life :D

The day was fun. I bought a cute pen and two tiny baby dolphin teddies :D made me happy.

My sister goes home tmoz and I can lie in pure bliss with my boyfriend and then it's monday again and the lectures begin again, all the time with him at my side learning and loving together.

I hope to God he doesn't read this...he'll dump me just from being scared and embarrased :O

I'll try to give you a few days, to get over the sickly shock that I have forced upon you all...and if you're much like my good friend from Uni...please don't hate me :D I know it makes you feel sad, but I can't lick down all my feelings :D

xxx

Waiting for the Ginger Devil Child

So once again I am drawn to my pc to write up what has occured through the past couple of days since I last bored you all with a previous account of my life :(

My sisters on her way to visit me at University and she's only 12, so my options are limited as to what to do with her...i'm thinking hanging her from the roof and seeing how long it takes her to break :P

She's here now so the alcohol stops haha :D

Well today I went to Reaseheath and was so boring. Wished i wasted the day in bed :D and yesterdays 'wonderful' lectures wasnt that good but ended on a good note going to the pub with my lovely friends and watching football with the lads <3

Today was just one of those days...I put my jeans on over my pj bottoms and knew something wouldn't be right. I ended up getting beaten up by my boyfriend (don't worry...just play fighting but he's a tad rough) and then had to clean out ferrets!!!

Agh!!! Tommorow should be good...if it's not i'm gonna hunt down the idiot who owes me fun times :D <3

Will keep you updated of the highs and lows. I feel that soon i shall need a post that is aimed at all my complaints. Haha...


Be with you soon xxx

The End

So here I am, sat at my pc watching the world go by as my clothes was and my boyfriend talks to his mother on the phone. The discussions football...again so i'm zoning out and finding something else to do.

My friend got me into blogging, its a good way to pass the time and think about my days gone by.
I like to think it will keep me entertained through my long days of studying, drinking and having fun with my friends...yes I am a student currently residing my first year and second term of Chester University, and so far it has been great even though i dreaded coming to this place of doom.

Today has been my day off and after last nights events of me throwing up in the local nightclub and then stumbling home with my slightly drunk boyfriend I enjoyed a day of late waking and peaceful, effortless giggles and walking. Tomorrow is where it all starts again. More lectures and the day will drag as my young teenage life draws to a close :(

If I don't carry on this blog, will somebody poke me in the face and tell me to get my act in gear?

xxx